Yesterday 23/8/18 was the third anniversary of my son, Isaacs, stillbirth
Although the was born on the 23/8/15 at 27 weeks, his heart had stopped 3 days prior.
My world was shattered beyond repair. The next 11 weeks grew darker and darker. The pain became unbearable and I wanted it to stop. One night l started to plan to make it stop. While planning it out divine intervention happened. I was reminded of my two kids and how ending it would be a repeat of history and everything l had worked so hard for and broke many repeated family cycles. I would be leaving my two kids to the same repeated cycles. In that moment l decided to live my life to the fullest and fulfil my purpose and be a great role model to my kids.
Climbing out of the darkest black hole was not easy but worth it.
With doing a LOT of inner shadow work l was able to turn my life around quickly. My life went from the very darkest to the best it has ever been and keeps getting better.
This doesn’t mean the grief isn’t there, because it is. The pain is still there. But it’s not what l focus on.
On Isaacs anniversary l made a choice to focus on what he taught me and showed me about my life. And the gratitude I have for my life.
I am super blessed and grateful for my amazing hubby, Dave. He may not be the father to Isaac but he has been here and is here every day, loving and supporting me.
Thank you Dave for being you and all your love and support. And ensuring every anniversary is a special day of love and rememberence of Isaac 💙💙💙
"I receive great inspiration and clearer guidance to what l should be doing and where l should be going with my life. I love the encouragement support and love" ~ Karen
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