Dear Goddess Journal
Having our business, Intuitive Goddess Academy, is a huge dream come true. There are no words to fully describe how it lights me up and the gratitude I have for this.
It has been an interesting journey to say the least. Was probably been the biggest surprise is the inner journey that has been done to get it where it is today.
Many fears and shadows have come up. And when l get through one, another appears. It is peeling back the onion, which seems to never be ending.
Fears of good enough, am I enough, are the Goddesses getting what they need, judgment and whiling giving it all I’ve got remembering daily to fill my cup up and allowing it to over flow.
Another is my confidence. Confidence to speak my truth, be heard and to be seen these have been huge and at times peeked my nerves and back into anxiety and scary.
Over my life people have said often l am a confident person. This shocked me every time. My reply would be”Really? I don’t feel confident and you should see what goes through my head”. I use to continually second guess my every move and then analyse it over and over. That was the Virgo in my coming out.
Through opening the Academy I’ve made huge steps in the above and it’s a continual development. At times it has been hard to face these fears and move through my shadows but each part has been worth it. Creating and having tools and amazing support has made the biggest difference. These times aren’t as turbulent and it has cut these times down dramatically if being in this space. When something comes up and l have those feelings and emotions, you know the ones of oh f@$k, the doubts, the scariness, the heart racing, sweating and head hurts, the anxiety, I don’t want to stay in these feelings and emotions and l turn to my tools and support to move through them. Sometimes it happens quickly now and other not as quick however progress is made.
After when moved through the shadow and shone more light in the darkness l am overwhelmed with love and gratitude for this rising opportunity. I can feel l have grown and stand more and more in my power each time.
Yesterday, although there was plenty of work to be done, I was intuitively guided to step away from the work and into a space of inner work. I was scared and nervous. I know I needed to go with in, set sacred space, have my journal, herbs and my obsidian sphere and get into it.
I was taken to a past life, which seems to be happening often. I was shown this life, the crucified part and also the gifts there too. I was able to have a deeper understanding, heal and reclaim more of my gift and power. Amazingly it gave huge insight to my purpose this life time.
I am grateful to be on this journey and mentoring and guiding other women. I am grateful to share what l learn and also what the Goddesses in the Academy teach me.
Blessings & Love
"I receive great inspiration and clearer guidance to what l should be doing and where l should be going with my life. I love the encouragement support and love" ~ Karen
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