Hello Divine Goddess
I am very grateful for our rainbow princess. I feel very blessed to be able to have another baby. This pregnancy has come with its challenges. Some anxiety and worries. And fears l didn't realise came up.
I look at life when things come up we don't like that they are rising opportunities.
Rising opportunities are opportunities to grow and learn, no matter how shitty the situation is. Life presents us with these often and at times more then we would like.
Shifting my mind set with this has made these opportunities a lot less painful, they don't tend to drag out as long and I come out a little more wiser.
With this pregnancy the fear of losing another baby is high, anxiety high.
I have had two miscarriages and know the first trimester is concerning as the risks are high and have been through it twice. However losing a baby at 27 weeks is different. I thought once l was past the "safe period" it would be fine.
Even now at just going on 33 weeks I still feel there is no "safe" period. Each week l am so grateful for reaching this milestone and l feel each week there is more to loose.
I am grateful this little rainbow princess has come and chosen us as parents and given me these opportunities to grow and learn.
Although the grief of Isaac is always there l have also been able to heal a little too. I have worked more on my anxiety. Worked through some fears. Seen how fears can affect me and those around me and how important and beneficial it has been to face them, rather then hide (we'll try to hide, because you can not hide from them).
I have learnt (and still learning) the importance of self care. This has also been a massive blessing and a huge gift during this pregnancy. I have had to rest. This was frustrating me. I had things l wanted and needed to do and resting was not one of them. Resting made me think lots even though my gremlin mind is pretty quiet these days. I had gone too far the other way. I need to find the medium. I started to quieten my mind and go with in. A huge gift!!!
I am more connected to my KickAss Goddess more then ever. I have more direction with our business and life. My passion has come out stronger then ever and very clear. It's such an amazing feeling. Getting more messages and downloads. Listening and following!!!
What l thought was devastating and depressing has turned out to be the biggest blessing!!!
This has also made me appreciate David even more and more every day. I am able to talk openly with David, never judged, only loved and supported. I am encouraged and supported to rest, to listen to my inner KickAss Goddess and be myself fully and completely. He looks after me better then anyone has ever done. This is something l have never truly being able to share with another person. It is amazing and biggest blessing.
This pregnancy has given me the opportunity to let down some walls, open up my fears, dreams, my intuition, rest and take care of myself and allow someone to care for me too!!
Facing my fears of having another baby has given me the biggest gifts and this year has been the best year. Over the year is has progressively gotten better and better!!
Can not wait to met our rainbow princess and see what 2017 will bring.
Take the universe up on its rising opportunity and face your fears!! Behind the fears are the greatest gifts waiting for you!!!
Blessings & Love
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