Dear Goddess Journal
This week in the Intuitive Goddess Academy we are working with Goddess Sekhmet in transmuting anger and rage. Last Friday night in our Goddess Support call, Dave guided us through a drumming journey to find a spirit animal to helps us with anger.
Before my animal came through l felt this anger in my belly. I was angry at myself. I had tears. This was so unexpected and first time I had become consciously aware of this anger at myself.
I was angry at the myself for when l was in my 20s on how much of my power l gave away. I was so busy trying to please everyone (which wasn’t that successful at, but who is) and feeling the need to prove myself and get approval.
This anger was raw, red and fiery. I wanted to cry. I wasn’t angry at anyone but me. At the same time I was grateful for this becoming consciously aware to me.
After sitting with this for a few days and just doing a meditation l feel lighter for it. I realise how far l have come.
In the meditation I went to myself in my 20s and talked. I could feel how scattered my energy was back then and how much l seeked approval and how this wasn’t in my highest good. I can also feel how much l have grown and learnt from this too.
The animal that came through for me was a black panther with electric blue eyes. It was amazing. I am looking forward to working with her more and transmuting anger into a positive and for my highest good.
Blessings & Love
"I receive great inspiration and clearer guidance to what l should be doing and where l should be going with my life. I love the encouragement support and love" ~ Karen
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